Adulthood sucks

Hi, Lamanya tak menulis.
so, skip forward to two years later, Syazana dah grad! 
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Sekarang dah kerja almost dua tahun.

Lepas grad, kerja Retail Pharmacy almost 8 months, before masuk Government as PRP (Provisionally Registered Pharmacist). Alah, lebih kurang macam housemanship laa. Tapi untuk Farmasi. 

Now, dah habis PRP, and now im a Fully Registered Pharmacist! Yeayyyyy.

The good thing about kerja is, dapat duit. hahahahaaahaa. Its the truth. Boleh spend ikut suka hati. Okay tipu, nak kena fikir bagi mak abah, sewa, bil air api, haih macam-macam.

But. I definitely think im a totally different person from two year before. I dont smile a lot anymore. Before, i used to smile to everyone even strangers. Its kinda weird when people ask me if im in a bad mood when i wasnt. hahhaaaa. But im getting used to it. 

Adulthood kinda sucks. People play blame game all the time.

I did research during my PRP with a sleeping partner, and my partner told everyone im the sleeping partner and that kinda change my attitude. Now, i never let people pijak my face or bully me anymore. Sebab, during my earlier days as PRP, i was titled 'kau prp paling teruk'. And i did cry. Extremely a lot. 

Being the most junior in the department is really hard. The unspoken rules of "the juniors must answer every call", "juniors must handle all queries", do this, that, sampaikan aku terfikir, "HABIS KORANG DATANG KERJA BUAT APAAAA?" HAHHAAA. But thats just how life is.

We always say to ourself, bila aku dah jadi bos nanti, aku tak nak buat macam tu. But then, if everyone fikir macam tu, how come takde bos yg fikir mcm tu? So, i conclude that people change. But then,hopefully berharap tak berubah ke arah yg lagi teruk. 

Till we meet again in next post. ;)